Tuesday, March 30, 2010

south park

To be a spectator, look at life as an outsider, like an episode of southpark! I am not and am not cynical to not get the groove of the perverted humor. I am guffawing over the irony because I am just a viewer and not a character. I am detached from the consequences and moral obligations. I am just watching!
To push life an extra mile jus to see what it could bring, how it could react! I want to experience.. I wish I could call myself a Carvaka a Hedonist. While I experience I am bound by the false sense of such subjective morality. There is persistent guilt of not abiding while perfect freedom has been the intrinsic dire need.
We are bound by existence, the simulated paradox of social constitution. Its mechanical the system of knowing all that’s wrong with the world and all that’s inadequate in all those around and to grow up! Growing up to get used to the world and forgetting the instinctive rights and wrongs and finally becoming flawed and damaged and not knowing how we were made perfect.
The glimpses of that unadulterated me and yet not knowing if its just a mirage!


aditya ajit parwatkar said...

Maybe on the same line of thoughts, Jerry Seinfeld one said now they show you how detergents take out bloodstains, a pretty violent image there. I think if you've got a T-shirt with a bloodstain all over it, maybe laundry isn't your biggest problem. Maybe you should get rid of the body before you do the wash!

Rashika Bakshi said...

surprisingly if i had to associate a color with this line of thought it would be "purple".. its Dark,Complex and yet not so predictably black!
P.S: i seee all my thoughts r so color coordinated! thnks to the proximity to certain obsessive people! m evidently obsessing with colors!

aditya ajit parwatkar said...

move move move out now... LOL!!! though on other hand, color coordinated thoughts ain't that a bad idea either.. and purple huh? hmmm...